BiG and HeaVy LoAd

Hurray!!! I finished my projects...Must Celebrate tis Sat @ B-one

At last, i managed to finished my projects, with the help from my Dear and many people of coz...Thanks! Now i feel so light after dropping the big and heavy loads, but revision for exam follows... Haiz..

In life, we seem to keep carrying loads, be it heavy or light. We are constantly carrying one load to one place and another, drop it down at a place liao, then take up another load and carry it to the next destination. We cant seem to rest or stop. Why?? It's so tiring! From dropping the working load, i carried the studies load, then am gg to drop and carry back a new working load.

Must we be so tired throughout? Izit the money issue or is it competition or is it tht's wat make life meaningful and fulfilled.

Then i hope my loads get lighter and lighter as i move on... Hee..

AniMaLs LuV

This is to my Beloved "Yi4 Li4 Qiu2" (My Hamster)

I am really not a good care-giver, i realli loved and cared for her but guessed i didnt expressed well enough. She is like her name, looks like a white ball, even when she is sleeping... Although she was with me oni for a short while, i realli feel the pinch when she is gone.. today... I didnt play much with her coz i scared to hold her, I didnt take good care of her coz i too busy with my stuffs, I havnt had enough of her and she is gone... I realli regret! This is human, always have to wait till we lost somethings, then we start to groan about it. Or mayb tht's me oni.. Haiz...

Having a quite weird feeling, abit sad, lost, lifeless, remorse, gulity, etc... It seems like somehow or in a way, i killed a life. Life is so fragile, esp for animals, they realli need alot of care and attention. I dun think i wanna rear dog le (used to dream of having a xiaobai), after this incident, i know that i cant take good care of animals, when i havnt even learn to take good care of myself. And it is realli hard to overcome the lost of them, you may think that it's just a animal/hamster, but it's a small life, tht leaves a footprint in my life.

Dont rear an animal if you are not ready to put in all the love, care and attention they need. Dont let them suffer, and adds to your sins. I can tell you it is not a good feeling.