Wednesday, October 05, 2005

EndLeSS LovE

Mermaid Have U watched "The Myth" by Jackie Chan? It is quite a nice one, an Romantic, Exciting, Amazing, Funny show. The theme song "Endless Love" is veri nice and touching.

If our memory is not erasable even after we had our another life, what will you do? Discover more or ignore? I think i will be very interested to find out more, as I am curious of what had happened in the past, who am i and my love story. Historically, there were always more romance stories in the olden days, maybe mine was a romantic one too...Heee..

After watching that show, it leads me to think that even if you had an endless love for someone, the someone may no longer be the one U used to know... the feelings and love is no longer there or the same. Becoz there is one scene when the immortal concubine,JinXiShan, discovered that General MengYi, JackieChan, is no longer him becoz it's his another life. She feels so sad and denied the truth and continue to wait and believing that her love will return one day. I can realli deeply feel and understand that kind of feeling...
Once i wasted a few years to understand or accept that my love will not return. After the break-up, i waited and hoped for my ex-bf to change his mind and come back to me. More than 6 mths later, we managed to keep in contact again, but after a few outings, i realised that he is no longer him, the one i yearned for or used to know. I went into a state of devastation and despair. Soon, we drifted apart... but i still held the thinking that he will be back to what he is one day...For a few years, then i slowly start to realise that he will not be him again. Or rather, this is the REAL him now.
Everyone gonna move on and human changed with the environment and surroundings they come in contact with, but there is no reverse cure. Therefore, that part of memories can oni be kept in a corner deep deep inside your heart, never can it continue..

Therefore, the moral of the story is : Never waste years (Y i say years? Becoz it is quite unlikely to stop sadness using mths) to go into states of all sadness and to wait for your ex to return. Things will not always be the same as what u have imagined or want, feelings changed, he/she will change...