FReeDoM

Sometimes when you have somethings, you will tend to neglect the worth, usefulness and importance, it is only when you start losing it or have lost it, then u realised it, which may be too late.

When I'm working how i wished i am studying, but when i started studying, how i wished i am working. And vice versa. Life is so unpredictable, we never know what will the next step of our life will be. Each and Every step depend on our initiatives, choices, wisdom and fate.

Some feel they need freedom to try new things or do what they want after being caged by someone for too long, but didnt realised that after having that freedom, you may loss much instead of gaining anything. People always say "What you cant get will always be the Best." So things that we cant afford to lose, is best that we dont take risk to losing it. Or regret will be too late.

WhEre iS tHe LuV

To find luv, you will first need to know what is luv... Different people will have different view for luv. For some, Luv is caring, loving, sacrificing for each other, while for some, Luv is possessing, bitter, hurting each other. I feel that luv changed over time, first it may be loving, caring, but as it aged, luv can be a real pain, bitter and hurting. And it will reach a stage that you will really need to search where is the luv. People changed that is why luv changed. At different stages of life, you will have different views, needs, goals, etc.

Some say luv is like bubbles, in the beginning, there will be lots of them but as time past, it decreased to none. Will it really be so scary? Will it increase back to normal?

Anger Management

How do you normally manage your anger? Do you shout/scream? Do torture others/yourselves? Do you take a deep breath and count till 5 till it subsided, etc...

For me, I think I'm more or less what the horoscope analyzed - I tend to project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait I successfully hide from others. But then, there are times that even I cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances I can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. My outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too. But only my Dear has the capability of bringing my anger to the brim...
So, I think I pretty lousy in managing my anger, I tried to control but the more I control, the more I tend to want to express out. I tried to sleep so I will stop all my anger thoughts/ harsh words from coming out. It really helps.
For my Dear, he is also more or less is what horoscope analyzed - When others tend to hurt him(me lah), then things take a nasty turn. He will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. His creative imagination is at its best when angry, and he tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, he refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once he calm down, he repent his tantrums and seek forgiveness. So nobody can be upset with him for too long.
Yah, when I'm angry with him, I dragged him down too... But we soon will be fine, and understand each other more. Felt bad that he always give in to me, I also feel apologetic but juz too hard to say out. I guess he will know one day.

So what about you?