Treasure

Do you ever wish to meet up with your ex or old classmate? I do... but the moment I get to see them, I feel quite distant and dunno what to chat about. You will feel that how come in the past we had so much to chat but now... it's no longer the same. Today, I saw my primary school classmate at SIM, she was in the same lecture with me but I only saw her after the lecture, but we din talk. Not even a 'Hi'... Sudden I had this mixed feeling. We were once very good friends, together with a few others. But after the PSLE, we din really keep in touch so often. Once in awhile, we will write letter to each other or call to chat, but that only last around a year. 'We were quite busy' was an excuse, maybe as time goes by, we made new friends and tend to forget/neglect the old ones. I feel it's quite a pity that I had lost a friend, I already missed all their happenings in life - I wasnt there to share, and to catch back is like knowing them from scratch. Maybe as we get older, we tend/learn to treasure more... I really regret that I didnt catch hold of a friend which I really treasure, how I wish I could turn back time back to secondary school. Now, I try to keep in touch often with my friends whom I seldom see but often miss...
Although in life, you will come across lots of people in all shapes and sizes, what really matter is the inner self. I believe a person with a golden heart is the most beautiful of all. Treasure those who are worth treasured.

The Importance

To reliase the importance of something is to gain it then lose it, if one has never experience the gaining and gained process, how can one judge or know how pain or important it is. What one really experienced is the regret or pity or "ai wan" (hokkien) that they missed it.
I once heard this saying "If you love the person, let him goes, if he come back, he is meant to be yours." So wherever your him/her is, or whoever your him/her be with, gives him/her your blessings. If you really love that person, you will want him/her to be happy too... rite! And he/she may not be the most happy being with you. Sometimes, what one can give may not be what some others yearn for. Everyone has different needs and wants, one man meat, may be another man poison.
Life goes on, there is no one in this world that cant survive without whoever... We should look forward to the future.
"Tomorrow always a better day"

The tear of a woman is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.They love unconditionally.Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

Meaningful rite... It realli expressed out what i am. Sometimes what others present on the surface dun realli tally the real self inside them. Some may be strong on surface but weak in the inner self, to protect themselves being hurt. (That's me) But some will rather be weak on the surface but inner, you realli dunno what/who they are thinking. (Quite scary rite)