GreAteSt FeAr

What is your greatest fear? Is it lonely or darkness or dying?

Me? I am afraid of going home alone late, past mid-nite. Why? My mind will start to run wild and think of every little stupid or dangerous thing that might happen. I was not like this in the past, all the dangerous scene will not appear or come across my mind and I will think that it will not happen to me. But after my Yishun bf broke-up with me, I start to feel this fear in me.
Few days after our break-up, i went over his flat's void-deck to wait for his return, to pass him back some things. During my awaiting, I realised that the surrounding was so quiet and there wasnt a single soul. Being in an unfamiliar district, I start to wonder what if someone attacks me from the back, how can i react or etc. Luckily, nothing had happened and after a teary scene, i left for my "Home Sweet Home".
Home is still my favourite place to hide when I'm feeling down, becoz whenever I am sad or vexed, i feel like sleeping, in my bed. Hee.. Mayb my mind is too lazy to be sad or too tired to think of sadness.

I will always try to overcome this fear by telling myself dun think too much, or praising myself what a wild imaginations i have, to ease my fear. Well, it did help alittle.
So, if you have a fear for something, dun juz sit there and said you are afraid of this and that, try to do something to overcome it. If there is a will, there is a way.