Till Death do Us Apart

江蕙--家后
作词:郑进一 陈维祥作曲:郑进一

有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手 我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事 已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘放你 为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

P/s: It is always fortunate to have someone to hold ur hand & grow old together. He/She may not be your dreamlover, the ONE. He/She may be very different from your thinkings/characters/likings/dislikes, you will be surprised that actualli wat u wished for, may not be the ONE that u realli wanted.

Would you want to go to another dimension before your spouse? When we are very very old, I think I would prefer to go first, coz i realli dunno how to scope with it for the aged me, lonely and grieving the loss of him. But i also hope that the one living will not be sad for too long and carry on a normal & happy life, till the time come, we will meet in another dimension again... i strongly believe...

My BeloVed Grma

In Oct, I see life and death. My Sec Sch friend, Humin, gave birth to a baby boy on Oct 10. My grandma passed away on Oct 27, 0055H.

I feel so sad to know that she is gone, forever... Although I expected it, I feel that I din do enough to accompany her. She is down with stroke for 2months in hospital, she can only drink milk thru tube, she can only lie dwn in bed, she can talk but as days passed, she became more tired and weak. She was discharged for 12D at home, but I only visited her on 1 weekend and the next weekend is in hospital and she left... Though is a relieve from her pain, I missed her so much. Though I dun really rem my childhood days I spent with her, I rem she treated all very good. Only when I moved to Punggol, I started chatting with her whenever I go back my Tamp. hse. I could have do more, chat more, visit her more often, etc. When she admitted to hospital, I started visiting her twice a week, then slowly became once a week, I feel so bad. On her last day breathing, I visited her in hospital, I could have stayed at hospital longer or stay overnight, I didn't. Now that she is gone, I see everyone in the family so separated/distant, it is realli v ery sad. Some quarrel over money, some didn't help out in the wake, some only care about themselves, some didn't visit her on her last day. What most saddening is, she was calling my name when she was at home, I was not there to hold her. On the last day of funeral, it was a hot afternn 2pm, the sky start drizzling all of a sudden, the aged said, she dotes us so much, that she made the ground cooler for us to step barefooted with the socks.

Now, though life still goes on, I feel something so missing out from me. I dun realli have strength to work/do things.

I really regret. I just hope she is happier in the Heaven, blessing us.

In LoVinG MeMoRiEs of XiAo Bai

Rem my Apr'2006 post on my Beloved "Yi4 Li4 Qiu2" (My Hamster), now its Bro - WeWe is gone too on Sept'2008.

Actualli it died of old age, Hong said their average life-span is 5yrs. It din come easy for him to make it so far, he had been veri weak and couldnt even walk properly for mths, then he couldnt even clean/drink himslf. So heart pain.. We tot he will be gone when we went Taipei in Aug, we din put him to Hong's mum care, like what we did for our other Hamsters. He lived thru till we were back, till now. At least he managed to see my new flat, and lived almost a yr here. This time round, i expected tis day to come, but seeing him suffered, i realli feel the pinch..

We have a burial ceremony for him at our void-deck. I dun think i wanna rear animal anymore, it is always so sad to see them gone. I feel so gulity as most of the time, Hong is e one whom take care n feed him. They left footprints in my life... U will be remembered...

ThE RoSe

Westlife/Bette Midler - The Rose

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need

I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love, In the spring, becomes a Rose

P/s: What is love to you now? Is it sweet or bitter? Beautiful or cruel? Always look at the brighter side of things, if Love is Bitter now, at least it did sweeten your life before. Treasure your loved ones when you still have e chance, give when you are still able to, dun let it be a regret when it's too late.

The Power of OnE YeaR

This is Year 2008!!! What have I done in Year 2007? What is this year resolution? Oh... How old am I?

In Yr2007, alot of thing happened in my life and my friends. Jan - Jing's wedding; Feb - KL trip; Apr - Got my 0.5 carat diamond ring; May - Yanie's 1st baby; Aug - HK trip & Received my new flat's key; Sept - Lily's & Meiling's wedding; Dec - Completion of my new flat renov. and moved in as weekend hse.

Beginning of the year, time to set new year resolution again. This year, i nearly forgot my age, but when I realised the truth, it always hurt. The sad thing is I didnt realli achieve/done enough in life, for the number of years I lived on Earth. This year, I wanna do better. Enrich myself by gaining knowledge and improving my skills. Lose more weight cause i didnt lose much last year. Excel in my career, if not switch a better pay job.

This year, I hope all sisters & friends can find their happiness in love, life and work. Me need to learn to be more hard-working in hse-hold chores/exercise to lose weight/start puttin into action sourcing the fashion course. ;)

BuSy Me

Wowww... I cant believe tht my last blog was last Nov'06. What hav i become? Workaholic? My job is realli killing me, so many work n time not enough.

Sometimes, i feel like i am constantly at work; my mind, body, soul.. It is so unhealthy, i think i am giving myslf alot of pressure or my work is pressing me too much.



Do u have an anniversary for your break-up? To be frank, i cant remember mine.. lucky me. I cant imagine having to reminisce tht fateful day every year, it would be so hard on me. It is not tht i have not put down or still thinkin of the person, it is always sad to remember heart-ache, no matter how happy you are now.

However, why do we oni celebrate Valentine's Day, and why there isnt a day to celebrate break-up? Becoz sad memories are not worth remembering? But tht is the time where most lessons learnt. Like the movie "Meet the Robinson" - We should celebrate failure coz it is not worth celebrating success without failure, it is always thru failure, you get to learnt new things and thoughts..If you always manage to get things done successfully, there will be no lesson learnt, no extra knowledge gained. Without break-up, how did you know which Mr Right is the right one for you, how did you know which kinds of guy you shouldnt choose, how did you know wat you realli want in a relationship?


p/s: So sis, shall we fixed a date to celebrate break-up?? Think most likely will be a drinkin session.. ;p

WoRkiNg LiFe TuRninG mE iNto a RoBoT

Life at work is super stress, busy, tired and sianz... Never know i love to work so much? Ha.. i am juz a money-driven worker. Hee.. ;p

My office is becoming my second home or should i say first? Coz i'm staying at office for more than 10hrs almost everyday, unless i have a date, longer than the time i spent at home. Everyday is so routine, waking up at 5.55am (inclusive of 10mins of nuaning..;p), starting work at 830am, lunching at 12pm, knocking off ard 7plus, home around 10plus, sleep ard 12am and cycle repeat. So sick man, where got time to check email, msn, ponder thoughts to update blog, catch up with some frenzs, etc.. rest oso not enough.

So today, i decide to msg most of my frenzs whom i seldom meet and always miss, to let them know i'm still alive (in case they tot i dunno died where liao..) So frenzs, come meet me while i still on Earth.

Moral of e tis super sianz, grumbling story: Get a life, everyone! Tomorrow will not always exist, dun let work/love/study, etc tied u down.. Spare some time for other things, like meeting frenzs, doing exercise (does sleeping consider an exercise? No? Damn, no wonder i'm growing f_tt_r), spending time wif family, etc.

p/s: Cheerioz, tis Sat is our drinking day @ a new pub!