EnVyinG

How long can a person hold a memory of someone? A year? A decade? Or forever?
Sometimes we just can't describe how good is that someone, but he/she just can't seem to be replaced by another person. Or is it that we just refuse to let he/she being replaced. In our mind, there is always "What if?" What if we are still together now? What if i continue to persist that time? What if i do this or What if i do that? Tell yourselves, there is no "what if", if not we wouldnt be what we are now. Look forward to now instead of the past, we can't catch back any of the past, but we can treasure now.

Looking at others, we may tend to envy what they have and longed to be the same. But how often do we realise that what we alreadi have, is actually what we longed to have beyone what we have. So, always look around you and think of every little things, others do for you, it might not be anything great, but it may be what you envy others of, or others might envy. We always dunno how fortunate we actually are, therefore are constantly searching the happiness we want. Sometimes, we ourselves dunno what we really want or need. Like me, I realli dunno what I need or want. We just know to keep wanting the best of the best but how often do we realised that what we humans realli need is just love, care and concern. Which is more important, Is it Want or Need?